Only Twins can give you Nightmares.

Thank you for you support minna xxx

Demo, I failed my driving test today. *sigh*

I got 12 faults, but it was only 3 of them that failed me.

I got 2 serious faults and one dangerous fault.

My serious fault was on;

My reverse around the corner. I went up the curb.

And my control when I moved off from the test centre.

But in my own defense. The test centre is on a very busy, very dangerous road >.<

My dangerous fault was observation on turning.
I was turning left, and someone was turning right, but I pulled out just as the car behind the right turner was going to go, and I got duel controlled.


Sigh..... I'm more or less kicking myself inside, becaue before the test, I had an hour and a half lesson, and I was doing brilliantly.

But the test just shot me in the head completely I swear.

*tears* I was on the verge of tears when I fucked up my reverse turn, my concertation just died.

I tried to just stay calm but my brain more or less stopped functioning.

Gomennasai minna. All your support and I stil didn't pass.

I'll try harder next time! *determined*

it's annoying to know I'm gonna have to explain all this to my parents. My entire family got so bloody psyched up for me passing. They're so stupid. I wish they hadn't expected anything of me. I don't want to have to explain all this to them. I just wanna forget about it and move on with life. Geez. =.=****

*sighs* fml.

*sulks*

Well yesterday and today I had drving lessons, the last 4 of my paid sessions.

And well tbh....I was shit.

I have my TEST tomorrow and I am freaking out like woah! It's not even funny how scared I am.

I KNOW I can do all of this. I know that I know what I'm doing. It's just that I'm scared and nervous and I keep making so many mistakes it's unbelievable.

I just feel so much pressure, I'm constantly repeating in my head to calm down. Don't panic, don't rush. And my teacher keeps telling me to look well down the road and anticipate!!!

I keep stopping too late at crossings etc, and today my observation was absolutely shit. I messed up my manouvers too!!

UGH I'm in such a panic but, even though it reflects in my driving, it doesn't show in my face at all >.< So no one knows how blood terrified I am!

I wish I could be like Fuji and just hide behind a mask and pass it all with tensai abilities =.=;;;;

Or develop a split personality from the stress so that one can take over while drving!!!

I don't wanna do this at all!!!!!!!!! Uwah!!!!

I keep lettig my guard down and loosing focus and wah! Omg *panic panic panic*

Who's stupid idea was this!? Giving me driving lessons!! TCH!

I don't wanna have a test! *clings to door*

Also I have been nothing but tired and dizzy this week. So everything is fucking up for me!!

I"m so scared. I know that I just have to calm down, take it slow and look well ahead so I have time to react.

But it is easier said than done nya!!!

Onegai! Taskete! Q_________Q my test is at 3:15pm tomorrow. It lasts 40 minutes.

Demo, I may fail at the beginning of my test coz the road you have to pull out of is so dangerous! And you have to remember to do so much first.

*dies*

I'm gonna sleep now before I pass out X______X

Hmm well. As I've said previously the May Expo for the MCM Excel is:

May 29th and 30th

And the next day on the 31st is my birthday =D

...But I have a party on the Sunday afternoon Q_Q so I'm gonna work something out because I HAVE to go Expo!!!


So here's what I kinda need help with, if any one knows how to, but I want to cosplay Fuji Syuusuke!

Only....to BUY it costs about £70.... SO I wanna make the Seigaku uniform.

I know I have 5 months until then, but, the sooner I get started the sooner I can get it finished XD

I know I'll probably need like 3 meters of fabric... Or maybe buy a white tennis shirt and sew blue onto it O.O;;

Gah I fail XD

I wanna make it from scratch so I can at least be proud of something and have it done for then.

It's just, I have no idea how to get started or what to get and do and I'm the biggest newb, since cosplay newbs arrived XD XD

Please guide me nya!

I first heard about it on a channel we had called ......well i forgot what it was called XD but it had loads of podcasts on it.

and one was on this website called wefeelfine.org

I have been soooo interested in finding it but no matter how hard i searched for it i couldn't find it anywhere....and today, on a whim, i searched for it.

I feel so elated and accomplished and relieved that i found it!! It's such an amazing feeling after that long search XD yay!

go HERE

It's all over the news about the disasters in the east,around asia.... and it made me very worried for my friends there....



( My worriedness )

Okay Okay, so the MCM Expo is soon arriving, on the 24 and 25 of October 2009.

( My Cosplay Dilemma )

I don't even think I have any one to go with this month either O.O..... TT______TT

Anyone live in England here???

Nya ho ~

Today I just read the 1st complete prompt. = D


So I decided I would make this post a Mission Log.
Every post completed shall be linked here (somehow), so everyone gets a chance to read and find them ^____^
I'm starting to wonder if it would have been easier to make a community or something ~ ___ ~ Oh well!!

For those who want to take the mission, go here! (For those who want to start, or choose to take part this week, the Deadline is the 20th October 2009!!)

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Check Out These Journals For Completed Missions: .....( I will do a better linking thing one day ... when i work it out .....)


glowstarducky: For the Prompt:: Camera's could be used for lots of things, but this had never crossed his mind.  (GP Fic; TeniPuri) Find it HERE.

serenti: For the Prompt:: Being pinned against the wall wasn't his idea of perfect. (GP Fic; TeniPuri) Find it HERE.


(This will be LJ-Cut as soon as it fills up a bit ^ ^;)

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Come on nya ~ There are lots of prompts left to be taken! The Mission is not over until Writer's Block has been defeated!! Join the briggade my dear authors! ^______________^

We have Cookies!
We have BL!
We have PLOT BUNNIES!!!

Join us * Holds out tray of cookies *

I AM A FAILURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My fandoms are mostly Prince of Tennis, Ouran High and Hetalia (slightly)

i came on the computer with the intention to do my course work...and dl some BL stuff XD. This is what i ended up doing instead....

(I disclaim to own all information here that has a link. That information comes from wikipedia and any other espected website that may be listed here.)

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( How I FAIL At My Fandoms... )

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*Whacks head on brick wall* THIS is how much a fail at knowing my fandoms....Sheesh.......

*Sulks*

Feel free to tell me anything else I don't know!!!!

It's been three days since I started back college....and already they've drowned us in work!!!

( My Rant.... )

I feel like I'm complaining over nothing but RAWR ><

SOOOOO Tomorrow college starts! I have my timetable, i have to go collect my NUS card (it lets me gets loads of discounts at shops), i have to make sure my bag is ready, that i have everything i'll need tomorrow.... GAH!! So much to do!!!!

I've set my alarm for 7:30am ...but no doubt tongith i wont sleep till midnight ><;;; i really am damaging myself here!!!

We're getting started on our new project AND i have added the extra lesson on to my times table; that means!!!

MONDAY 7:30am til 6:30pm of nothing but work and torture!!! Noooo~~~~~~~~~~~

Gah i have sooo much to do ><;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

If i don't post anything on LJ after tomorrow, please pressume i've died from over working and lack of sleep ^___________^

My keyboard is working correctly!! I don't know what happened or how it did it but everything's working the correct way!!!
~~~~~~ .........*blinks* NYANI?????????        ¬  <-----this should have come up...not ~ 
I don't understand!!!!! It's working correctly on the chat room!! Why isn't it working correctly here or any where else???
*goes and sulks*



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Thanks to Seren i worked it out and got my keyboard back to normal =DDDDD 

I also added the swedish keyboard coz i wanted to try it XD the funny thing is that it's the swedish keyboard on MSN, yet on LJ and Microsoft Word it goes back to English XD which is why this edit isn't full of mistakes.

I will work hard to work it out in the end though XD

I have a whole new appreciation for Seto Koji. As I just found out who he is XD

It wasn't that i didn't know. I did...honestly :) but i kinda more or less completely forgot...then i went on you tube and listened to Tetra Fang for a bit.

I notice his name and thought: well that sounds familiar...To wikipedia!!!

*reads the page* Rejt9c90qu7x!!!!!! He played Eiji in the TeniMyu Cast 3rd gen...... *facepalms* I must have something wrong with me to foget that nya -_-

So i looked through his discography thing and wow. He's done so well and done sooo much ^_^ I now want to go read Otomen, so i can go watch the TV series.
The list of things he has done made me go wow! He really is good and has the most lovely voice ><;

eh heh heh. I'm such a baka.

Title: Of Timeless Beauty
Rating: K+
Author: Stevie-chan
Genre: Romance
Summary: some jewels are timeless, and colours are dazzling.
A/N: Golden Pair fic that came to me as I thought about what colours to use in my sketch book XD (will LJ cut this when I get on the comp)
Disclaimer: Prince of Tennis and all it's characters don't belong to me...if you read the little writing on the side of the manga, it will tell you that ^_^

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( Jewelery Fit For A Love )

Well here's my new Determination! This is my plan~
( My Morning Resolution! )

Now off to sleeeeeeeeeeep!!!!!

Omg so much to do this month!!! You could not believe~
(September)
9th - Dad's birthday
11th - Nicola's Fancy Dress Birthday
12th - Emma's Birthday
14th - College Induction
16th - College Gallery Trip
21st - Start College Finally!
26th - Cousin Neils Wedding
(October)
10th - Perry's 18th
24-25th - MCM Expo.

Then I got an expo in October *dies*


Within the space of 6 days (before the 14th) I have to finish my summer project.
I have to Beta Serenti's fic. (I'm so bad Q-Q)
Dad's birthday!!
Make a birthday card for lil' seren
Get nicola AND emma cards!
Prepare for college and what ever they're about to throw at us second years!
Get and outfit for the wedding.

I have to buy an R4 for my DSi

Oh and I have to buy the Seigaku Tennis uniform for Expo!!! It costs 80 quid!!!!

*dies, cries, mourns, sobs, sulks, dies again*

Woop! It's my dad's birthday tomorrow! I feel kinda bad coz unluck some of my other family, I don't do big things for him Q_Q
And that hasn't changed. But I did get him a cake and a card, aftershave and a special mug for him...

But I swear I've done this before. I wish I could do something better. I feel like a bad daughter XD XD XD

Well I could've done better.. Maybe next year ><

But I'm gonna have fish and chips with him tomoz which doesn't sound too good either! We should have a proper meal to celebrate his birthday!

Wah baka >< oh darn.